1. |
deprivation
02:32
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no eyes no breath no ears
no head no lungs no heart
no mind no soul no body
no space no time no thoughts
no calm
no
nothing nothing nothing nothing
let me out
no sound no light no smell
no taste no touch no weight
no sight no sense no sleep
no pain no love no life
no death
no
nothing nothing nothing nothing
let me out
no sound no light no smell
no taste no touch no weight
no mind no sense no sleep
no pain no love no life
nothing nothing nothing nothing
let me out
nothing nothing nothing
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2. |
nothing ever happens
03:52
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i stare through the window and watch the world go by
and nothing ever happens
i look at the ceiling and the walls and the floor
but nothing ever happens
i see cracks in my world its all breaking apart
but nothing really happens
i search my mind for something to cling on to
but nothing ever happens
yet i go on and on and on and go on living
but nothing ever happens
its 4 am and i am wide awake
waiting for who knows what
but nothing ever happens
i wish and i pray to gods i dont believe in
and /nothing ever happens/
i am still waiting for something to go right
but nothing ever hapoens
i talk to myself and my imaginary friends
i have whole adventures all inside my head
but it never really happened
reflections of myself bounce ideas off my walls
driving me crazy with all the background noise
but nothing really happens
i am trying my best but its never enough
and nothing really happens
i stare inside myself but all i see is nothing
and nothing ever happens
i've tried my best but i am so alone
and that will never change cause
nothing ever happens
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3. |
wall
03:13
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The sensations of death are creeping upon me
my heart is bursting i cannot go on
there is blood in the wall
there is blood in the wall
sleepless orbs rotating without end
searching in vain for meaningless things
there are eyes in the wall
there are eyes in the wall
endless whispers echoing inside me
a vicious buzzing of distorted voices
there are ears in the wall
there are ears in the wall
empty words rolling off the ceiling
silent screams vibrating in the air
there are mouths in the wall
there are mouths in the wall
tugging and grabbing, tearing and rending
poking and flailing, reaching and snatching,
there are hands in the wall
there are hands in the wall
a wave of nausea takes my breath away
a massive pressure makes me suffocate
there are lungs in the wall
there are lungs in the wall
a crawling pain permeates my skin
a prickling feeling shakes me to my core
there are nerves in the wall
there are nerves in the wall
a penetrating tremble moves throughout my body
a last seizure finishes my struggle
my brain is on the wall
my brain is in the wall
theres a hole in the wall
i am the hole
i am the
i am the
hole
howl
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4. |
paranoid
02:25
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you are saying that we are safe
you are saying theres nothing to fear
you are saying that it is all right
you are saying that
i'm being paranoid
people dying everyday
the sickness is without end
no cure anywhere in sight
and no one gives a shit
but you're sauing that...
you are saying that
i'm being paranoid
the rich are richer and richer
the poor and getting poorer
the world is fycking burning
we are all fucking duing
but youre saying that x3
i'm being paranoid
its normal that people are sick
its normal that no one cares
its normal that wer'e all tired
its normal that we feel like shit
it's just me that is
I'm beign paranoid
everything will be all right
everyting is under control
under whose I ask and you say-
you're being paranoid
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XymMusic Warsaw, Poland
I am an anarchist artist from Poland, making music in my living room.
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